(Sunday, August 31, 2003-)
+10:13 AM]*
+10:13 AM]*
# i feel good.. minus the headache, nausia, achy body....-
just kidding. i only have a headache right now. i think i slept wrong. it feels like my brain was squished to the front of my head and the brain stem is being twisted around in my neck (neak in old English).
last night, Mike and i stayed out late. woo! it felt good and it made me very happy. we're going to September fest today. ^_^
tomorrow, we're in the parade. that'll be a riot. please, please please let the marching gods be on our side.
i close off this blog with my little sibling's most favorite new song
"Like a virgin. heyyy... Touched for the very first time."
(hey sicko, no references to my life, ok?)
i just thought it was funny because my 10 year old brothers were singing it.
last night, Mike and i stayed out late. woo! it felt good and it made me very happy. we're going to September fest today. ^_^
tomorrow, we're in the parade. that'll be a riot. please, please please let the marching gods be on our side.
i close off this blog with my little sibling's most favorite new song
"Like a virgin. heyyy... Touched for the very first time."
(hey sicko, no references to my life, ok?)
i just thought it was funny because my 10 year old brothers were singing it.
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(Saturday, August 30, 2003-)
+2:17 PM]*
+2:17 PM]*
# newsflash!!!!!!!!!-
i've spent all day at home, trying to keep myself busy.
i've had a total mental break-through.
EVERYONE IS IN YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON.
my babcia. my mom's mom. she came over from Europe with no money, her husband and three kids. they bought an apartment. she loved wrestling. she was passionate about watching it, and never missed an episode. she trusted her kids with all her life, she made huge finantial sacrifices for them.
i want to grow up as strong as she is.
my dad's sister, Lynn. she was so bitter. she stole, she lied, she did horrible things to her family. our whole family's pictures are gone. she left us with bills, and she was very supersticious.
i want to be the opposite of her.
my mom was so beautiful. she was amazingly pretty. she was smart, athletic, had an amazing voice. she traveled so much, she could have been a model. she stopped all of that to have me and my siblings. she supports the family by herself, she works extremely hard day in, day out. i hear her crying every once in awhile. she's so lonely and tired. she had heart surgery. why is my dad such an asshole?!! my mom is the ultimate in angelic. she devotes so much time and effort into making us good people.
i want to be an angel, like my mom.
i've had a total mental break-through.
EVERYONE IS IN YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON.
my babcia. my mom's mom. she came over from Europe with no money, her husband and three kids. they bought an apartment. she loved wrestling. she was passionate about watching it, and never missed an episode. she trusted her kids with all her life, she made huge finantial sacrifices for them.
i want to grow up as strong as she is.
my dad's sister, Lynn. she was so bitter. she stole, she lied, she did horrible things to her family. our whole family's pictures are gone. she left us with bills, and she was very supersticious.
i want to be the opposite of her.
my mom was so beautiful. she was amazingly pretty. she was smart, athletic, had an amazing voice. she traveled so much, she could have been a model. she stopped all of that to have me and my siblings. she supports the family by herself, she works extremely hard day in, day out. i hear her crying every once in awhile. she's so lonely and tired. she had heart surgery. why is my dad such an asshole?!! my mom is the ultimate in angelic. she devotes so much time and effort into making us good people.
i want to be an angel, like my mom.
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+8:45 AM]*
# no stomach and a plan of action-
morning is here again. there's a light frost on the ground. it's not supposed to get very warm today. i'm excited about that. i have a couple nice shirts that look great.. but that are long-sleeved. i'd like to go to the Harvest fest or September fest today.
i decided last night, i'd start on a diet until i go down to a better weight. it will probably take a couple months, but it'll be better for me in the long run. it'll let go of alot of stress that i have.. which is good. it'll make all parts of my life better. i'm going to do alot of sit-ups and run every morning. i've never been in a public gym before; i've always figured i wouldn't do well with others watching. i haven't tried going in one before..
i had a really hard time waking up this moring. maybe because it's 8 o' clock.
i want to do something fun today. i think i'm going to go downtown and go to the Field Museum or the Adler Planetarium. on my way home, i'll probably spend some time at the beach. my collection of shells is overdue for a new member. ^_^
i decided last night, i'd start on a diet until i go down to a better weight. it will probably take a couple months, but it'll be better for me in the long run. it'll let go of alot of stress that i have.. which is good. it'll make all parts of my life better. i'm going to do alot of sit-ups and run every morning. i've never been in a public gym before; i've always figured i wouldn't do well with others watching. i haven't tried going in one before..
i had a really hard time waking up this moring. maybe because it's 8 o' clock.
i want to do something fun today. i think i'm going to go downtown and go to the Field Museum or the Adler Planetarium. on my way home, i'll probably spend some time at the beach. my collection of shells is overdue for a new member. ^_^
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(Friday, August 29, 2003-)
+10:13 PM]*
+10:13 PM]*
# Market Day rocks!-
GAH. i'm thinking about that freshman.. he wears his band shirt everyday. he follows me around like i'm a god. "if it wasn't for you, i wouldn't be playing baritone." how much do i like the baritone? yeah haha. uhm.. not too much. i hate trumpet though, so i won't switch back.
oh my gosh. have you ever tried those Market Day Fruit Singles things? the frozen fruit (peaches and strawberries in white grape juice)? it's heavenly. it has totally lifted my spirits. i like when it's slushy. mmmm.. Axle (formerly known as Asshole the dog) and i are chowin' down. yesterday, he jumped on my bed and i screamed, "....pain in the Axle" and my mom went into hysterics. i really really really need to laugh. really hard.
yesterday Mike and i went to Wal-mart to buy a phone and i was terribly giddy. it was so fun. i want to have a "aw, what the hell day" tomorrow. i was walking around with this puppet that sang and i was buggin these two jr. high kids playing some nintendo game. i was also video taping Mike (but he didn't like that) so this one old man came over and started watching my "documentary" on Wal-mart shoppers. was i amused? yes.
my cousin Vernon's adopted mom isn't doing too well. she's in the hospital. my dad's side of the family isn't really in contact with us.. we barely ever talk. sometimes my cousins and i talk.. just not as often as we should.
Mike wants me to work out with him. . . . . i don't know. i've never been one for working out. having him there would probably be even worse. i'd get all paranoid and feel really unattractive. i've been fat since i was born, it hasn't changed. i don't really work out. i played sports.. i guess i'm secure with my weight. i like me, but i really doubt other people are attracted to the me i like to be. i guess it sucks to be them.. but it would be nice to be noticed and checked out every once in awhile. i've lost weight lately.. i guess it really doesn't matter to me. a part of me says go do it with him.. the other says fuck it and go eat some more fruit singles.^_^
i have no more topics that i'd like to cover right now.. until next time! hasta manyana! ;-)
oh my gosh. have you ever tried those Market Day Fruit Singles things? the frozen fruit (peaches and strawberries in white grape juice)? it's heavenly. it has totally lifted my spirits. i like when it's slushy. mmmm.. Axle (formerly known as Asshole the dog) and i are chowin' down. yesterday, he jumped on my bed and i screamed, "....pain in the Axle" and my mom went into hysterics. i really really really need to laugh. really hard.
yesterday Mike and i went to Wal-mart to buy a phone and i was terribly giddy. it was so fun. i want to have a "aw, what the hell day" tomorrow. i was walking around with this puppet that sang and i was buggin these two jr. high kids playing some nintendo game. i was also video taping Mike (but he didn't like that) so this one old man came over and started watching my "documentary" on Wal-mart shoppers. was i amused? yes.
my cousin Vernon's adopted mom isn't doing too well. she's in the hospital. my dad's side of the family isn't really in contact with us.. we barely ever talk. sometimes my cousins and i talk.. just not as often as we should.
Mike wants me to work out with him. . . . . i don't know. i've never been one for working out. having him there would probably be even worse. i'd get all paranoid and feel really unattractive. i've been fat since i was born, it hasn't changed. i don't really work out. i played sports.. i guess i'm secure with my weight. i like me, but i really doubt other people are attracted to the me i like to be. i guess it sucks to be them.. but it would be nice to be noticed and checked out every once in awhile. i've lost weight lately.. i guess it really doesn't matter to me. a part of me says go do it with him.. the other says fuck it and go eat some more fruit singles.^_^
i have no more topics that i'd like to cover right now.. until next time! hasta manyana! ;-)
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+3:47 PM]*
# this sucks-
i'm tired, i'm dizzy and i'm really not happy. i feel stupid and let down, not to mention really thirsty.
Mike is suddenly home early. i ask him why and he avoids it. if he got fired, i won't be too happy.
last night was hell, apush wasn't too bad.
i'm stressed. :-(
Mike is suddenly home early. i ask him why and he avoids it. if he got fired, i won't be too happy.
last night was hell, apush wasn't too bad.
i'm stressed. :-(
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(Thursday, August 28, 2003-)
+7:49 PM]*
+7:49 PM]*
# iced tea, anyone?-
i'm really thirsty, and kind of disappointed.
school officially sucks. i had the most horrible pretzel today. it was hard and the cheese was disgusting. it totally ruined my day. i'm bored and uncomfortable in class.. i sit up in front for almost all of them. ugh. annoying. i have a ton of homework from APUSH. Spanish? yeah. annoying. freshmen freshmen freshmen.
marching band has gone down the hole. we don't do that "4 steps apart" thing anymore, Holly gets confused, the freshmen walk like they're going to a picnic and i'm left yelling COVER DOWN and WATCH ME. killmekillmekillmekillme.
the baritone section has the world's most stupid and most uncoordinated people on earth. Emily and Holly are the only good ones. Rachel and Allen.. sometimes even Prange (he barely shows up to anything) aren't too up on their game. tomorrow at 8:05 we play for the frosh.
ugh. i'm tired. i'm going to finish my homework and go to bed. -.-
school officially sucks. i had the most horrible pretzel today. it was hard and the cheese was disgusting. it totally ruined my day. i'm bored and uncomfortable in class.. i sit up in front for almost all of them. ugh. annoying. i have a ton of homework from APUSH. Spanish? yeah. annoying. freshmen freshmen freshmen.
marching band has gone down the hole. we don't do that "4 steps apart" thing anymore, Holly gets confused, the freshmen walk like they're going to a picnic and i'm left yelling COVER DOWN and WATCH ME. killmekillmekillmekillme.
the baritone section has the world's most stupid and most uncoordinated people on earth. Emily and Holly are the only good ones. Rachel and Allen.. sometimes even Prange (he barely shows up to anything) aren't too up on their game. tomorrow at 8:05 we play for the frosh.
ugh. i'm tired. i'm going to finish my homework and go to bed. -.-
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(Wednesday, August 27, 2003-)
+4:04 PM]*
+4:04 PM]*
# MIA..-
Mike took me out to dinner last night. i really, really love it when we go out together. i can say that i honestly do.
school wasn't too bad. i should be working on homework right now.. i'll get around to it.
today i won't be able to see Mike.. i don't think. he has work and school.. work i think he's starting early, and then he goes to school from 3:30 to 5:30. i miss him so much. yeah, it's only been 24 hours.. but he's important to me. i've been lonely all day.. i was just looking forward to being with someone who makes me feel good.
i'm pretty lonely during the day. i know a few people in my classes. it's not like they really talk to me though. it's kindof a "so.. uh, how are you" thing. i walk down the halls and i think, "none of you talk to me, or like me.. but guess what? I'VE GOT MIKE! he loves me!!!! HAHA! BASTARDS!" ::shrugs::
Caitlin, Mike's little sister has a secret admirer!! aww! this freshman wants to ask her to homecoming, but he doesn't think she'll say yes.. i need to talk to her.
yay for Caitlin, and yay for me! :-D
school wasn't too bad. i should be working on homework right now.. i'll get around to it.
today i won't be able to see Mike.. i don't think. he has work and school.. work i think he's starting early, and then he goes to school from 3:30 to 5:30. i miss him so much. yeah, it's only been 24 hours.. but he's important to me. i've been lonely all day.. i was just looking forward to being with someone who makes me feel good.
i'm pretty lonely during the day. i know a few people in my classes. it's not like they really talk to me though. it's kindof a "so.. uh, how are you" thing. i walk down the halls and i think, "none of you talk to me, or like me.. but guess what? I'VE GOT MIKE! he loves me!!!! HAHA! BASTARDS!" ::shrugs::
Caitlin, Mike's little sister has a secret admirer!! aww! this freshman wants to ask her to homecoming, but he doesn't think she'll say yes.. i need to talk to her.
yay for Caitlin, and yay for me! :-D
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(Tuesday, August 26, 2003-)
+2:43 PM]*
+2:43 PM]*
# "..toniiight's the night.."-
aaaaah... i'm still feeling good. how? well, lets see..
Mike and i went to the movies yesterday. Freddy vs Jason was SCARY and really stupid. maybe it was scary because i'm afraid of everything. i don't like how close to life scary movies are. Freddy was an older guy who killed and tortured little children. his most favorite victims were little girls. i saw nipples last night. i'm still scarred.
Mike kissed me during the movie. ooooh baby was it a kiss! it gave me heart sparklies, and a ton of stomach stars. aaah.
Mike will be home in an hour. celebrate!
i'll write later! :-*
Mike and i went to the movies yesterday. Freddy vs Jason was SCARY and really stupid. maybe it was scary because i'm afraid of everything. i don't like how close to life scary movies are. Freddy was an older guy who killed and tortured little children. his most favorite victims were little girls. i saw nipples last night. i'm still scarred.
Mike kissed me during the movie. ooooh baby was it a kiss! it gave me heart sparklies, and a ton of stomach stars. aaah.
Mike will be home in an hour. celebrate!
i'll write later! :-*
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(Monday, August 25, 2003-)
+12:46 PM]*
+12:46 PM]*
# wow.. time flows!-
i changed my mind with the title of this post... time doesn't seem to fly. it flows. more later.. ;-)
LBU yesterday went better than i expected. Monica did a really nice job of putting it all together. the bandanas look AWESOME. i'm really excited about this school year.
Mike and i got into another fight.. my dad was being an asshole so of coarse, i wanted to talk about it. he didn't want to talk last night. i'd just really like someone to talk to, to really listen to me.
i think i'm going for some brass choir sectional. exnay on the tae kwon do today. i want to do something fun fuun fuuun!
time doesn't fly. you experience it all. you go through all the motions, it's not just one big woosh. i'd say it's a flow. it goes slowly enough for you to experience it, but time doesn't let you linger in the moment. there are alot of times i've wished that time could freeze.
Nick was going back home. he was taking Amtrack, so i took the Metra to Union Station with him. the train home was delayed, so we waited outside for awhile, just to pass time. he stopped and bought a carton of orange juice while on our way up to the street level. it was New Year's Eve, i remember the people and the fireworks. it was cold outside, i wasn't wearing a jacket. he took me close into him and it started to snow (lake effect snow). the stars were clearly visible through the snowflakes. it was the most perfect moment in time. i smiled at him, and he kissed me. his kiss tasted like orange juice. all around me swirled the snow and the soft scent of his cologne. the only thing i could concentrate on was the bubbly feeling that was opening up inside of me. i felt loved, for the very, very first time.
aaaah... bathe in the glow of looove. love love love love. oh yes, love. ::insert heart sparklies here::
i'll come back when i'm done floating. ^_^!!!
LBU yesterday went better than i expected. Monica did a really nice job of putting it all together. the bandanas look AWESOME. i'm really excited about this school year.
Mike and i got into another fight.. my dad was being an asshole so of coarse, i wanted to talk about it. he didn't want to talk last night. i'd just really like someone to talk to, to really listen to me.
i think i'm going for some brass choir sectional. exnay on the tae kwon do today. i want to do something fun fuun fuuun!
time doesn't fly. you experience it all. you go through all the motions, it's not just one big woosh. i'd say it's a flow. it goes slowly enough for you to experience it, but time doesn't let you linger in the moment. there are alot of times i've wished that time could freeze.
Nick was going back home. he was taking Amtrack, so i took the Metra to Union Station with him. the train home was delayed, so we waited outside for awhile, just to pass time. he stopped and bought a carton of orange juice while on our way up to the street level. it was New Year's Eve, i remember the people and the fireworks. it was cold outside, i wasn't wearing a jacket. he took me close into him and it started to snow (lake effect snow). the stars were clearly visible through the snowflakes. it was the most perfect moment in time. i smiled at him, and he kissed me. his kiss tasted like orange juice. all around me swirled the snow and the soft scent of his cologne. the only thing i could concentrate on was the bubbly feeling that was opening up inside of me. i felt loved, for the very, very first time.
aaaah... bathe in the glow of looove. love love love love. oh yes, love. ::insert heart sparklies here::
i'll come back when i'm done floating. ^_^!!!
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(Sunday, August 24, 2003-)
+12:17 PM]*
+12:17 PM]*
# quizzes!!-
What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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LOVE is your chinese symbol!
What Chinese Symbol Are You? -- Updated (7/21/03)
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Pink:
You see the world in bright pink. The world is a
happy, happy place! You love all people and
things!! Life is great! You're just like a
happy child. Spread the cheer.
Made by
Sara
What color do you see the world in?
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+9:31 AM]*
# morning!-
one of my little brothers found a playboy underneath my dad's bed. nonetheless, that is how i was awoken today.
i got the back of my earring off yesterday. one step closer to getting it unlodged from my ear! woo!
i have a ton to do today. yay! a couple friends want to hang out and i have the LBU thing. hopefully, Mike and i will do something fun. yes.. he wants to hang out. i'll fill in details later. :-)
i got the back of my earring off yesterday. one step closer to getting it unlodged from my ear! woo!
i have a ton to do today. yay! a couple friends want to hang out and i have the LBU thing. hopefully, Mike and i will do something fun. yes.. he wants to hang out. i'll fill in details later. :-)
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# whew! feeling better!-
yes, it's only been minutes since my last post. i'm free! i've got plans for tomorrow.. life is good!
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# oh saturday-
my little brother went on a "date". he bought her two purple carnations, and Mike took me out to dinner. i had the usual.. a BLT. ^_^ him and i even shared a half slice of pie.
tomorrow is the LBU thing (i hope). the car will probably be mine again. i'm happy about that.
school starts on wednesday. i'm not looking forward to that.
Mike doesn't want to hang out with me anymore until things "get better". i'm not sure how i'm feeling right now. kind of empty i guess. i also feel like seriously puking. i guess it's just my body's reaction to stress.
i want to go back to tae kwon do. i think i'll do that on monday and probably tuesday. i really need to release some stress. i've got all this negative energy bound up inside of me. my head feels kind of heavy; i think i'm starting to have a headache. i'm so ready for something wonderful in my life.
if you are that something wonderful, or if you know someone who is, please contact me ASAP. hehe. ;-)
tomorrow is the LBU thing (i hope). the car will probably be mine again. i'm happy about that.
school starts on wednesday. i'm not looking forward to that.
Mike doesn't want to hang out with me anymore until things "get better". i'm not sure how i'm feeling right now. kind of empty i guess. i also feel like seriously puking. i guess it's just my body's reaction to stress.
i want to go back to tae kwon do. i think i'll do that on monday and probably tuesday. i really need to release some stress. i've got all this negative energy bound up inside of me. my head feels kind of heavy; i think i'm starting to have a headache. i'm so ready for something wonderful in my life.
if you are that something wonderful, or if you know someone who is, please contact me ASAP. hehe. ;-)
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(Friday, August 22, 2003-)
+7:27 PM]*
+7:27 PM]*
# one more day until freedom-
i just kindof want to fall off the earth right about now. i'm tired and i'm not too happy..
today during band, as i said before, we did that whole parade thing. this freshman isn't paying attention at all. she doesn't seem to realize what's she's doing wrong.. although i tell her constantly (AND NICELY) how to do the stuff. there were some sophomores complaining about band, and i told them to just quit. alot of people quit from my class.. it's pretty good. we had a march-off today and i ended up in the finals for it twice! yay! i even beat my arch rival. muahha.
i'll probably update later. :'(
today during band, as i said before, we did that whole parade thing. this freshman isn't paying attention at all. she doesn't seem to realize what's she's doing wrong.. although i tell her constantly (AND NICELY) how to do the stuff. there were some sophomores complaining about band, and i told them to just quit. alot of people quit from my class.. it's pretty good. we had a march-off today and i ended up in the finals for it twice! yay! i even beat my arch rival. muahha.
i'll probably update later. :'(
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+11:00 AM]*
# morning...-
last night wasn't too bad. it honestly wasn't.
Mike and i got into a fight last night. it turned out compromised, and we both were feeling better. he gets his paycheck today for the three days he worked last week. that means he's bringing home $130 or so. it's not bad for a boring job.
band went well yesterday. nobody made fun of me in front of me. we didn't go outside because of the heat index. 105-107 yesterday. today is alot cooler. we'll be doing the parade thing today. woo!
there is this freshmen.. he's related to one of the tubas.. he's been hitting on all the baritone section (girls.. that is). at least just Emily, Rachel and i. it's pretty funny.
my brothers and sister went spazzing this morning because i took an Orange Infuse (Aldi version of gatoraide). they say it's only for football and cheerleading.
::starts waving arms around and clapping:: "I do so much work. i am a cheerleader. Whew, i need a break from clapping my hands!"
i'm in a good mood. please, please let band end on a good note. ^_^
Mike and i got into a fight last night. it turned out compromised, and we both were feeling better. he gets his paycheck today for the three days he worked last week. that means he's bringing home $130 or so. it's not bad for a boring job.
band went well yesterday. nobody made fun of me in front of me. we didn't go outside because of the heat index. 105-107 yesterday. today is alot cooler. we'll be doing the parade thing today. woo!
there is this freshmen.. he's related to one of the tubas.. he's been hitting on all the baritone section (girls.. that is). at least just Emily, Rachel and i. it's pretty funny.
my brothers and sister went spazzing this morning because i took an Orange Infuse (Aldi version of gatoraide). they say it's only for football and cheerleading.
::starts waving arms around and clapping:: "I do so much work. i am a cheerleader. Whew, i need a break from clapping my hands!"
i'm in a good mood. please, please let band end on a good note. ^_^
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(Thursday, August 21, 2003-)
+10:17 AM]*
+10:17 AM]*
# mm.. tables.-
right now, i'm cleaning off the table. it's not just any table. it's The Table. it's one of those gnarly stout wood ones. this one is special. oh yes, it is. my dad got it from a friend who got it from a friend who's wife was once related to a hawaiian princess. why am i cleaning? i.. don't remember. there are all these gross mothballs on it and different assorted webs. it's probably the grossest table made. furthermore, i hope my dad trips over it.
i fell asleep last night at 1, and my dad waltzed in this morning at 7 and asked me where the phone was. hell if i know, but thanks for waking me up!
i hate my dad. i'm really starting to hate my mom too. they deny me everything else, so why can't they let me use the god damn computer for 15 minutes? why don't they go waste some of the time which is usually spent b1tch1^6 at me, and concieve three more kids. then the grand total will be 10. woo.
please, please let me be in a better mood later.
i fell asleep last night at 1, and my dad waltzed in this morning at 7 and asked me where the phone was. hell if i know, but thanks for waking me up!
i hate my dad. i'm really starting to hate my mom too. they deny me everything else, so why can't they let me use the god damn computer for 15 minutes? why don't they go waste some of the time which is usually spent b1tch1^6 at me, and concieve three more kids. then the grand total will be 10. woo.
please, please let me be in a better mood later.
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(Wednesday, August 20, 2003-)
+11:46 PM]*
+11:46 PM]*
# -
i've been really lonely lately. i suppose it's because of what happened on my birthday. it's been getting me down. i talk to alot of people, but i guess it's just shallow conversation.
it's been hard going to sleep too. i guess i think too much.
speaking of thinking, what the hell is up with Ryan and that Zeze girl?!! Ryan was a sweet guy. probably the most genuine person i've ever met. he's quiet, but he's pretty funny. did i mention he was innocent? picture a clean, white sheet.
this Zeze girl.. she's afro-american and acts like one of those ghetto princesses. she's been very friendly with many guys.. if you get my drift. supposidly, she has a couple of bad diseases. think about a stained, dirty sheet.
lets just say Zeze's sheet did a little too much rubbing against Ryan's sheet. ok? enough said.
band camp tomorrow. 4th day. i was badly burnt today. maybe people won't be so rude tomorrow. let's hope so. :-\
it's been hard going to sleep too. i guess i think too much.
speaking of thinking, what the hell is up with Ryan and that Zeze girl?!! Ryan was a sweet guy. probably the most genuine person i've ever met. he's quiet, but he's pretty funny. did i mention he was innocent? picture a clean, white sheet.
this Zeze girl.. she's afro-american and acts like one of those ghetto princesses. she's been very friendly with many guys.. if you get my drift. supposidly, she has a couple of bad diseases. think about a stained, dirty sheet.
lets just say Zeze's sheet did a little too much rubbing against Ryan's sheet. ok? enough said.
band camp tomorrow. 4th day. i was badly burnt today. maybe people won't be so rude tomorrow. let's hope so. :-\
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