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(Friday, August 29, 2003-)
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# Market Day rocks!-
GAH. i'm thinking about that freshman.. he wears his band shirt everyday. he follows me around like i'm a god. "if it wasn't for you, i wouldn't be playing baritone." how much do i like the baritone? yeah haha. uhm.. not too much. i hate trumpet though, so i won't switch back.
oh my gosh. have you ever tried those Market Day Fruit Singles things? the frozen fruit (peaches and strawberries in white grape juice)? it's heavenly. it has totally lifted my spirits. i like when it's slushy. mmmm.. Axle (formerly known as Asshole the dog) and i are chowin' down. yesterday, he jumped on my bed and i screamed, "....pain in the Axle" and my mom went into hysterics. i really really really need to laugh. really hard.
yesterday Mike and i went to Wal-mart to buy a phone and i was terribly giddy. it was so fun. i want to have a "aw, what the hell day" tomorrow. i was walking around with this puppet that sang and i was buggin these two jr. high kids playing some nintendo game. i was also video taping Mike (but he didn't like that) so this one old man came over and started watching my "documentary" on Wal-mart shoppers. was i amused? yes.
my cousin Vernon's adopted mom isn't doing too well. she's in the hospital. my dad's side of the family isn't really in contact with us.. we barely ever talk. sometimes my cousins and i talk.. just not as often as we should.
Mike wants me to work out with him. . . . . i don't know. i've never been one for working out. having him there would probably be even worse. i'd get all paranoid and feel really unattractive. i've been fat since i was born, it hasn't changed. i don't really work out. i played sports.. i guess i'm secure with my weight. i like me, but i really doubt other people are attracted to the me i like to be. i guess it sucks to be them.. but it would be nice to be noticed and checked out every once in awhile. i've lost weight lately.. i guess it really doesn't matter to me. a part of me says go do it with him.. the other says fuck it and go eat some more fruit singles.^_^
i have no more topics that i'd like to cover right now.. until next time! hasta manyana! ;-)
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