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(Saturday, August 30, 2003-)
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# newsflash!!!!!!!!!-
i've spent all day at home, trying to keep myself busy.
i've had a total mental break-through.
EVERYONE IS IN YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON.
my babcia. my mom's mom. she came over from Europe with no money, her husband and three kids. they bought an apartment. she loved wrestling. she was passionate about watching it, and never missed an episode. she trusted her kids with all her life, she made huge finantial sacrifices for them.
i want to grow up as strong as she is.
my dad's sister, Lynn. she was so bitter. she stole, she lied, she did horrible things to her family. our whole family's pictures are gone. she left us with bills, and she was very supersticious.
i want to be the opposite of her.
my mom was so beautiful. she was amazingly pretty. she was smart, athletic, had an amazing voice. she traveled so much, she could have been a model. she stopped all of that to have me and my siblings. she supports the family by herself, she works extremely hard day in, day out. i hear her crying every once in awhile. she's so lonely and tired. she had heart surgery. why is my dad such an asshole?!! my mom is the ultimate in angelic. she devotes so much time and effort into making us good people.
i want to be an angel, like my mom.
the story ends like this..
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