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(Tuesday, September 30, 2003-)
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i hate my siblings. Glenn is calling me "doo-doo head", my sister is bitching, Matt smells horrible and Karl is harassing the god damn dog. Julie just keeps crying and i'm about ready to break down.
i can't escape this shit anywhere i go. school is.. school. i really hate band, and my god damn english class.
we get to go to toronto. and i'd have nobody to hang out with on the trip. like anyone cares that i go anyways. i've been driving all day. i'm exausted and i still have a sink full of pots and pans left.
i'm mentally exausted. i really am starting to live for the weekends. i feel really dehydrated too.
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(Monday, September 29, 2003-)
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i need ta look up cars for Mike. Sandy broke down = not good!
school was actually pretty good today. i get to lifeguard during gym for freshmen girls. yay for missing the mile run! nothing was due today. i have an easy paper due tomorrow that i need to print out. no biggie.
last Thursday at the football game, i cleaned the bleachers and below them.. at least Chris Prange and i started it. i was doing it to not get in trouble because of the cups. all these stupid sophomore and junior flute girls started coming over and helping out and they all were like "i'm getting an MVP now!". i got SO PISSED. just.. because they were being selfish. my name wasn't on the MVP thing. it didn't and doesn't really matter to me, anyways. it just pissed me off that they helped just to get the MVP. idiots.
well... TODAY i walk in late into the band room, and after i get questioned about why i was late, Miller told me to look in the announcements. thus my name was there as MVP for "friday's game" (we didn't have a game friday). i remembered that i was bitching with Prange about it and i found out he told Miller that i am what started the whole clean up. he's a good kid. i really respect him.
wanna see my new smiley face? it's called "Unibrow Man"
>>> l:-) <<<
heh. i crack me up. i'll write later.
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(Saturday, September 27, 2003-)
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wow. the Thursday game kinda was ehh.. it messed my whole schedule up. it made me kinda tired Friday. but after school. everything was awesome! i walked over to Mike's house because i parked there. he was home so we hung out at his house for a little while. then we came over to my house and i made Mike something to eat. he then went out and got some parts and flirted with some jeeper. then he came to get me and we tried to go over to find my dad. that was impossible so we went and got a headlight and some other stuff. then i changed and we went out for dinner at Applebees. i got this roma chicken wrap that was muy bien. Mike has a suprise for me today.. and it's sunny and cold!
i can't wait to do something! i hope he wakes up soon.
i'll update later.
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(Wednesday, September 24, 2003-)
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i got a yellow sheet of paper on my windshield. it's some warning shit. god. if it has a fine on it, i'm dead. seriously. I HATE SCHAUMBURG.
the stupid year books were passed out today. on top of that, i got my school pictures today. LOL. i look horrible. i look like a gothic hamster.
Mike is at school now until 5:30. i want to see him. rah. everyone go to badminton tonight. hah. yearbooks.
i really dislike yearbooks. they're pretty stupid, actually. it's a great way of freaking someone out.
Online Convo SCARYNESS
freshman kid: hi, you don't know me, but you've been in my house.
me: what? i have? no offence, but i don't know you.
fk: my older sister, ________, has a yearbook and i was watching you in it.
me: why?
fk: i think you're cool, i mean, i wanted to know your name. my sister said you weren't dating anyone.
me: no offence.. but i date guys with hair. lots of it, too! do you have chest hair? you don't look to me like you're chubby (he's in band with me).. let's face facts. i don't like skinny boys. i like robustness. and you lack in that department.
fk: Coach says i should gain 10 pounds, then will i be ok?
me: haha. if only you knew.
help me, god.
speaking of god help me, i volunteered myself to do some goodie bags for the 8th grade kids that are gonna come in. i think it'd be cool. :-)
more l8r. gah. :-D
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(Tuesday, September 23, 2003-)
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sleepy.. again. finished all the hmwk and chores. relieved.
tomorrow is Wednesday. only Wednesday. gig on Thurs 4:30!!!!!!! that's gonna bite.
when i wake up, everything will be fine. promise.
happy first day of Autumn. :-)
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(Monday, September 22, 2003-)
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so tired.. again.
APUSH homework. yay. i'll wake up earlier to do it.
ahh.. it'll feel so good to go lay down. my throat hurts. so bad. god damn these gay-ass flus going around. i better not get it. i have so much stuff to do (and so little time to do it!)
i'm looking for a blurb i can use for trying out for the play.. Cinderella... hm. this'll be interesting.
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(Sunday, September 21, 2003-)
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so tired..
zz..
dad found underwear on driveway this morning. not mine. :-
yip-yip dog next door won't shut up.
i don't want to go to school. no school. only play. play and Mike.
sweet dreams, i know mine will be. ;-)
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I HAD THE MOST WONDERFUL NIGHT EVER!
Homecoming was a totally AMAZING experience. you wouldn't understand!
Mike looked so handsome. he gave me the most beautiful corsage. :-D!!!!! it was awesome. we went out to dinner at Chili's. the food was really good. mm.. i think i fell asleep at his house. i was so warm and so comfortable. i felt so happy and so loved. i felt pretty in my dress.. and Mike was complimenting me. i can't wait to see him. this is one of those times where you fall in love all over again, and even deeper. i love him.. so much. :-D
it didn't bother me that it was just him and i all night. i think that's what made it really special.
i'll write later. :-D
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(Saturday, September 20, 2003-)
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GOOD MORNING! i am SO excited! today is homecoming! i got my dress.. i should go try it on. I WILL! :-D
i need to go take a bath before i get my eyebrows and hair did! aaah.. it's going to be great. i hope i end up looking good. i KNOW Mike will. hehehehe..
::heart sparklies:: mmmm... yum..... hot boy!
i'll prolly post again before i leave... later.. ^_^. it's just Mike and i tonight. me and my Mike.
i'm excited!!!!!!!!
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(Thursday, September 18, 2003-)
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wow. this week is going SLOW. powderpuff and homecoming game tomorrow. i'm going to be beat by the end of the night. ick.. :-P
i hope we win. Mike only went to work for about a half day (the afternoon) and i went with him. i can't wait until homecoming. its going to be very fun. prolly more fun for me then him. :-/
i dont have much to write today. i guess i'm just too tired to think. i'll write tomorrow more.
good night, moon. ;-)
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(Tuesday, September 16, 2003-)
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ooy..
i got hit smack in the butt (i mean, direct hit) and i've felt sick since then. i jumped the line, hit in the jaw AND i had my body contorted in several ways. i tried hard not to cry.
i'm going to Susan's tonight to work on homecoming decor. i'll see Mike somwhere in between there. :-) i love Mike. :)))))
homecoming! we're going to have to sit on the track they'll be so many people! and i'm going with Mike!!!
11:00 -- eyebrow wax
12:00 -- pick up dress from cleaners
12:30 -- shoes from ...the shoe guy
.....hm.. uhm. this is TBA
07:30 -- dance starts
i found out from Stephanie that you could buy boutonnieres at Jewel!
i'm thinkin' white rose.
i can't wait! i can't wait!!
oh yeah.. Lion King. Mike looked amazing. grrr... mm... very handsome, indeed. he smelled awesome. oh yeah.. the musical was great too. very colorful. we sat near a bunch of nuns; what an episode! haha.
i gotta go eat.. and then go shopping! woo! i'll write later. :-D
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(Saturday, September 13, 2003-)
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i hate high school. with a god damn passion. why can't it end? why can't the people all just grow up? ah, because then it wouldn't be exactly high school. it would be post-college. and that's too much to ask for.
it's almost sunday. i hate sunday. sunday is like the day of week everyone hates. it's the day after saturday and the day before monday. ugh, how boring. why can't we have a week of school/work then a week of vacation? there would be so much less stress in all of our lives. but no. Mondays always come.
i have soo much apush homework to do. i dread getting up.
Mike's little sister is a real _____. she doesn't want Mike going to homecoming, and guess what? he's my date. hopefully that shit will be taken care of. i just want it all to be nice..
my life is too exhausted.
i hope i have good dreams. it'll take the place of a nightmare Today. at least i was able to be with Mike today. hasta luego... zz..zz.z.z..z
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(Friday, September 12, 2003-)
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went out to eat with Mike. yay! talked.. fell asleep in car... got MUCHO kissies. talked to JB and... hm.... got ready for another beautiful day!
finally, a free weekend!
^_^
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(Thursday, September 11, 2003-)
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i had a very wonderful evening. thank you, destiny. please let Friday come and pass quickly! i want the weekend to be here!
Mike.. aaah.. *content sigh*
wow. powderpuff didn't go so well for me. for some reason, i'm stuck in a line.. that really has no idea what they're doing. i mean, most of them know.. but a few are just like eeeh.. the "a" line is doing awesome. i wish "b" line was as good as them.. i try REALLY hard. and i hope it shows.. i'm just frustrated with that.
good night, world! :-)
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(Wednesday, September 10, 2003-)
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shouldn't i be in a good mood?
::sigh::
disappointment.
imagine being wisked away by your prince charming.. him holding you in his arms.. telling you that he loves you, unconditionally, and kisses you on the cheek and then just smiles. just smiles..
holly got roses when her boyfriend asked her to homecoming. it was really sweet. ^_^ she was happy the rest of the day. i need to remind myself to ask her tomorrow what color her dress is.
"sing to me stars, and you moon, and tell me why it hurts to say goodnight."
tomorrow is a new day. i just need to remind myself of that. :-/
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WOW am i tired. heh. you know when your muscles hurt? when it kills you when you lift your arm over you head and it feels like your dog is biting you to death? i think i'm satisfied with it. ah, yes, i am. it just means i'm getting stronger :D !!!!!!!!!
i'm going to wear arm pads tomorrow. owwiiieeee. i bruise so easily. tomorrow, i'm going to apologize to Red Haired Girl. and i'm going to explain to her about illegal rules. like pushing, grabbing, and pinching. i was so angry i was about to cry earlier. ah well. she's on my team. i gotta remember that.
MIKE GOT SANDY BACK! YAY! that totally made my day yesterday!!
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(Saturday, September 06, 2003-)
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NIU today. "are you going sledding?"
i went to dinner with Mike, then we watched a movie. ;-)
tomorrow is going to be great. i'm exausted.
'night everyone! ^_^
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(Thursday, September 04, 2003-)
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i took my homecoming dress in to be altered. MIKE IS TAKING ME. aaaaah. two years ago i was WISHING he'd look at me.. and now he's mine for.. ever. ha! muaaahaha! i gotta date. i gotta date. i got a date DATE DATE!! i'm really happy he's going with me. i'm happier all together that i have someone to really lean back on. i think that if i didn't have anyone (especially Mike), i'd be in big trouble. at least i feel extremely special with him. it's the one place everyday where i can totally be myself and be happy. i'm wearing his sweater. mmm... it smells like his skin.
i picked him up today from school. he bought me a binder ( i picked green in honor of him..) and some dividers. then we went to AutoZone to get some car stuff.
i can't wait for this weekend. i know it'll be absolutly awesome. it'll be time when i know Mike and i can have fun and be together and talk. i love talking. i do alot of the listening, but i like hearing him talk. especially when he gets deep. it's VERY attractive to me.
right now, he's changing his oil. i'll more than likely give him a call before i go to bed.. so i could go to sleep happy. ^_^
my sister's cheer coach or something has a boyfriend. ok, good for her you're thinking. i got defensive when she said that and i said "almost all high school relationships end. it's just a shallow relationship." well.. my mom rhetorted back with "what are you and Mike then?" ouch. double bam. he's not my boyfriend, i wanted to say. he's my soul mate.. the one that'll be perfect for me. i'm young, i understand that, but if two people are passionate about something, it could seriously work out. and i like thinking that there is no dating life after Mike. i've reached the ultimate peak with him.. and i look forward for being happy day in-day out until the day i die. it's not a boyfriend/girlfriend thing. it's like husfriend and wifriend. i can't explain.
please hurry, Friday, and come. i wanna be with the love of my life. :-D
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(Wednesday, September 03, 2003-)
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took Mike to school. he looked real hot today. ok, ok.. i'll explain!
he has these dark-framed glasses and these big green/red eyes that are to die for. the color of his glasses brings out his eyes, and his eyelashes. his eyebrows are perfectly shaped. they curve dangerously and that makes him look seductive. he was wearing his Zero shirt with the dark blue dickies. mmmmmm. he didn't shave today. i couldn't help but to look at him. i hope he didn't notice. he was holding a piece of paper with the directions to where the school was. mm... i love his hands. he has round fingernails with these small little hands. his hands are realllly nice. he plays accoustic so there are little callouses at the tip of his fingers.. but that just makes him seem that much more manly, and dare i say, sexy.
"small hands, i know you're the one"
aaaah... good feeling. it was like a teaser just seeing him for a half hour or so.. i loooove being around him. especially after this last weekend. i really feel close to him. don't get me wrong, before i loved him, but now.. wow. i feel really passionate about him now. i'm getting heart throbs thinking about him. it's good, i promise.
powder puff meeting tonight. woot! yaaa juniors!
until next time, mi amore! ;-)
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(Monday, September 01, 2003-)
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a beautiful weekend ended in a simply amazing night. who's happy? i'm happy! who's loved? i am! i am!!!
hehehehehhehe. goood weekend good weekend.
i went to dinner with Mike. it was great. amazing. awesome. it was beautiful.
words can't describe how i'm feeling right now.
my dad is being an asshole, so i have to go.
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