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(Thursday, September 04, 2003-)
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i took my homecoming dress in to be altered. MIKE IS TAKING ME. aaaaah. two years ago i was WISHING he'd look at me.. and now he's mine for.. ever. ha! muaaahaha! i gotta date. i gotta date. i got a date DATE DATE!! i'm really happy he's going with me. i'm happier all together that i have someone to really lean back on. i think that if i didn't have anyone (especially Mike), i'd be in big trouble. at least i feel extremely special with him. it's the one place everyday where i can totally be myself and be happy. i'm wearing his sweater. mmm... it smells like his skin.
i picked him up today from school. he bought me a binder ( i picked green in honor of him..) and some dividers. then we went to AutoZone to get some car stuff.
i can't wait for this weekend. i know it'll be absolutly awesome. it'll be time when i know Mike and i can have fun and be together and talk. i love talking. i do alot of the listening, but i like hearing him talk. especially when he gets deep. it's VERY attractive to me.
right now, he's changing his oil. i'll more than likely give him a call before i go to bed.. so i could go to sleep happy. ^_^
my sister's cheer coach or something has a boyfriend. ok, good for her you're thinking. i got defensive when she said that and i said "almost all high school relationships end. it's just a shallow relationship." well.. my mom rhetorted back with "what are you and Mike then?" ouch. double bam. he's not my boyfriend, i wanted to say. he's my soul mate.. the one that'll be perfect for me. i'm young, i understand that, but if two people are passionate about something, it could seriously work out. and i like thinking that there is no dating life after Mike. i've reached the ultimate peak with him.. and i look forward for being happy day in-day out until the day i die. it's not a boyfriend/girlfriend thing. it's like husfriend and wifriend. i can't explain.
please hurry, Friday, and come. i wanna be with the love of my life. :-D
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