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(Monday, January 19, 2004-)
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i hate days off. especially when i have to be home with my family.
today i went through my buddy list and deleted a bunch of people i don't talk to anymore. now i only have about 15 people on my list. heh.
tonight is American Idol and My Big Fat Obnoxious Fiancee Night.
i got my hair trimmed and my eyebrows done. while i was being waxed, i thought my eyeballs were going to fall out. it was so uncomfortable.
Mike is in a crappy mood today. he keeps asking me questions bout my brother and my uncle and stuff. it makes me feel bad that my uncle and my brother are such assholes to the fact that they barely talk to him. when it is brought up, it's like a bunch of pressure is put on me to try and fix things for the both of them. i give myself a headache thinking about it. it isn't very nice.
i'm just kind of sad today. i didn't really do much, and i honestly don't want to go to school tomorrow. i'm tired of things. i just want to run away.
finals are coming up, and i'm not in the mood to take them.
if growing a year older adds more responsibilities, why can't i have more freedoms?
i drove for the first time in a long time today. quite a few assholes made the experience just as scary as i remembered it.
my brother Matt is on a diet. he pisses me off so much, it's unbelievable.
i'm feeling so lonely. i'm seriously going to go cry.
the story ends like this..
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