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(Monday, May 30, 2005-)
+10:22 AM]*
# 'Morial Day-
what's the difference between memorial day and veterans day? what are we trying to remember?
i remember last memorial day. :-(
i was sick, and icky..
what's funny is i associate warm weather with the way i was feeling. it's just one of those weird mental things that associate two totally seperate thoughts or feelings into one package.
so how about that june 12th.
haha. inside "joke".
anyways, i'm looking for something to do. i miss Mike, nobody has called me. so for the meantime AXHOLE, the liberal puppy, is here keeping me company.
me perro se llama Axle, por que su (owner) de Ax esta muy stupido.
se gusta carne. porque.. Axle no se gusta mantenerse sano.
vamos a cine posiblemente hoy.
necessito escuchar Sublime.
"Me gusta mi reggae
Me gusta punk rock
Pero la cosa que me gusta mas es panochita. "
:-D
on that note.. feliz dia de memorial.
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(Sunday, May 29, 2005-)
+8:48 PM]*
# stop thinking, brain!!-
can't..
stop...
..thinking.
about.. :-D
^_^
i need to be tucked in.
in the catagory of you learn something new every day, did you know that local cops can't pull you over on the highway or expressway. only state cops can do that. COOL?! so when you're on the elgin ohare, cruisin' at 150mph, feel safe to know that the only thing that is saving yo ass from landing in jail is the fact that those god damn Schaumburg cops can't nab you WHILE on the EOH. sweet, eh!? amen, my chillun.
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+8:41 PM]*
# oh no...!!!-
well well..
how was everyone's weekend? yeah.. mine was dandy. yep. dandy.
i worked.. and i played.
and i fell. ^_^ (oh so happy)
<3 <3 <3
culvers wif the ladies was a riot.
maybe m&e tomorrow...............
let's see what mischief i can cause.
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(Wednesday, May 25, 2005-)
+6:39 AM]*
# so grown up..-
holy crap.
the last notes of high school concert band faded softly.
what the hell am i going to do now?
time's up. it's over.
i'm probably not going to see half of these people again.. and that kinda hurts.
ok.. ok.. i'm being sentimental..
half of the people i don't WANT to see.. but what about Shannon and Erin.. Poodle, Lauren, Rachel.. Jeb, Monica, Tecera. Ally..
that's what band was.
:-)
everyone'll go off and leave me here in Palatine...
my own sea of mediocracy.
ok ok. time for school. one week and four days.
i just need to hold it together.
"..like a rock."
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(Saturday, May 21, 2005-)
+10:02 PM]*
# maybe it is just because i'm tired.-
i'm stuck at home again. 10 o clock and i'm lonely. Mike is out with his friend. "you could've gone with if you were allowed to." it probably isn't true, but i'll pretend it is.
since nobody reads the blog anymore, i can feel free to write about how i'm trulnds ko sa phil meron na silang kanya-kanyang buhay nila.. and sympre diba.. may mga friends na rin cla na iba dun.. tpos nman friends ko ditoo.. nde rin nman kme mxadong close eh.. tska pano ko mae-explain.. bsta ang hirap! :( minsan naiicp ko na sana nasa phil pa ako ngeon at nde na ko aalis or sna maliit plang ako nandito na ako.. :( haay.. u know what i feel? palagi nalang akong malungkot.. naiingit pag nakikita ko ung ibang mga tao na masayang-masaya sila coz they have their friends right beside them.. andyan pag may problema ka.. andyn pag gs2 mo ng kausp.. o khit lokohan lng.. haay ang hirap nman.. nami-miss ko na kasi ung gnun eh.. it's like u can talk or share about anything to that person.. i feel so empty.. sana may tao ring gnun right beside me.. i really need to talk.. and sana.. nde nlang sa chat.. gs2 ko in person.. or khit sa phone pwd na.. minsan nga gs2 ko nlng mag-isa.. palagi nalang akong nasa denial-stage.. ung parang i still think about things like they're okay.. even though they're not.. hay nako.. no one understands how i feel inside.. lord.. pls heal my heart.. gs2 ko rin ng friend na nandyan talaga para sayo.. nde ung nandyan lng pag gigimik.. grbe.. ang sakit ring matalikuran ng friend noh? well.. i understand nman na they don't have time for me na.. kasi nga diba.. they're living their own lives na rin.. i just really need to move on. pero pano? palagi ko nalang kasing naiicp ang mga bgay bgay.. :( i dont know what to do..
ga bgay bgay.. :( i dont know what to do..
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(Sunday, May 08, 2005-)
+10:22 PM]*
# Mike-
that was amazing. this weekend was unbelievable. i've been with mike for over thirty two hours now. YAY!
prom, mini golf, movies, steak n shake, :-D HA! nappy #1, "breffast", nappy #2.. :-D hehe :-D, flower shoppin', gas, sammiches, kinda watched a movie, made ice cream.. burnt chocolate (choc-normous, burnt-normous!)
anyways.. my Mite is cheese-normous.
what a frikkin awesome weekend!
i even saw jenny! yay!
everyone looked so beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my boobs learned a new trick :-/
and.. i love the lil boiii.
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