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(Monday, August 01, 2005-)
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# connect four-
so.. less than three weeks until class starts up.
i only talk to one specific person EVERY DAY from my group of friends in high school. the split has come early. i'm excited about school.. but i still need to complete registration ect.. ect. money is becoming an issue now. i saved up enough this summer for the first semester.. i don't know what i'll do next semester. i suppose i just need to take everything day-by-day.
i skipped the "company picnic" today. i feel guilty for not going.. but what am i supposed to do? Mike didn't want to go with me, and i wasn't going to go by myself. i'm torn between staying at Steak n Shake.. with my tips and measely $6.50 for drive thru. i got a job at Target's pharmacy as a tech there.. you don't KNOW how happy i am about that. starting out in the pharmacy will be amazing! it is so exciting! so what now? stay at steak n shake AND work at the pharmacy? i feel like i'm pushing too hard already.
Mike lost his job last week. he quit. i feel guilty for getting the job at the pharmacy.. my two jobs against his zero. i feel like he should've gotten hired at Target. i feel bad, like i'm betraying him. my apologies, really.
i need to wake up a little later than usual tomorrow.. i need to go to the pharmacy and then go straight to SNS.. :-( the confict starts.
everything is still perfect.
life is starting to get more exciting, yet stressful.
just know that if you want me, you'll always have me.
the story ends like this..
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