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(Friday, September 30, 2005-)
+10:24 PM]*
# i need antidepressants.-
so i was tempted to take a couple of zoloft pills tonight. luckily, i didn't get the chance.
i'm just not happy.. i feel like a big part of me is missing, and the remaining part has been scrubbed with acid and sand paper.
maybe it's just because it is cold outside, and i'm lonely.
maybe that's why i'm cold.
the story ends like this..
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+10:24 PM]*
# i need antidepressants.-
so i was tempted to take a couple of zoloft pills tonight. luckily, i didn't get the chance.
i'm just not happy.. i feel like a big part of me is missing, and the remaining part has been scrubbed with acid and sand paper.
maybe it's just because it is cold outside, and i'm lonely.
maybe that's why i'm cold.
the story ends like this..
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(Wednesday, September 28, 2005-)
+9:36 PM]*
# night is lonely-
tonight isn't a great night.
nights, in general, suck.
since i've been dumped, i've found that i have had alot of downtime that has enabled me to think, which sucks.
i think alot, therefore i cry.
well, needless to say, i've gone through everything with him. and this "dumping" is practical only to him.. for him to be able to change who he is. of course, me being the person who needs to please everyone.. i know that i can help him with whatever he needs.
so yes. i'm sitting here with my kitty walking around over the keyboard..
listening to alkaline trio and weezer.. and nofx.
trying not to think.
evidently, it's not working.
i suppose if the relationship was meant to be, it'll get back together.
if not, i will just have to deal with the dating scene. which sucks. no matter what anyone says, being single isn't fun.. it's like committing emotional suicide. now i have to deal with fake, disgusting relationships and lots of failed dates in order to find a "new" boyfriend. which i'm sure will be a riot. . .
. . .not.
i'll be ok.
the worst part is, i don't have my cell phone, so now i can't talk to anyone!
i need to stop talking. Timmy and i are going to go study now. :-(
enjoy your night.
and don't fall in love.
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(Tuesday, September 27, 2005-)
+10:34 AM]*
# *sniff*-
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+10:07 AM]*
# i'm tired-
things kinda suck right now. oh well i suppose.
i don't work today until 4, which is nice. :-)
my hair smells good today..
i have timmy..
...so why do i feel so sad?
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(Monday, September 12, 2005-)
+10:15 PM]*
# just simply tired-
connected to the internet with my laptop today @ mi casa. excellent!
i want school to be over with...
yours forever and ever and ever
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(Sunday, September 11, 2005-)
+10:18 AM]*
# September 11, 2005-
i'm a pretty sympathetic person.. needless to say, i feel bad about what happened.. but the pity has gone on forever.
i know a plane crashed into each of the buildings. i CAN'T say that we didn't deserve it.. it just sucked for the people who died.
at least the media isn't bombarding us with it today. yet. which reminds me that i haven't watched the news for forever.
thinkin' about new cellphones...
i don't want anything icky.
the story ends like this..
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