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(Wednesday, December 28, 2005-)
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# untitled and empty-
i found out that i was scheduled to work until 3am in the morning on new years eve/day... .which means i'd be working through the "new year."
mike laid a very heavy guilt trip on me.. it was my fault that i didn't request off early enough ect ect.. and basically, that i didn't care about spending the time with him.
at least he gets to do something he likes. i was hoping he'd come and visit me, but it is understandable that he should go out and do something he wants to do. i just am mad at sns and at myself for letting this happen. i hold holidays in a very special place... they are special to me, and i love remembering back on the individual holidays. every year since i could remember, i'd spend "nye" with my family, and for the last couple of years, i was with Mike.
this will be the first year that i won't be with him for it, and i think that hurts the most..
i had money stolen from me the other night.. and this other girl at my work had 300 dollars stolen from her. unfortunate. i need to make a police report for it on Friday.
maybe i'll make good money on "nye"... maybe. it just can't make up for the kiss i'd recieve at midnight. no sum of money can.
the story ends like this..
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